<p style="text-align:justify;margin-right:0px;margin-left:0px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;line-height:1.8;margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-bottom:0px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></p> <p style="text-align:justify;margin-right:0px;margin-left:0px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;line-height:1.8;margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-bottom:0px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">...하지만 모든 책들을 한숨과 찌푸려진 미간과 함께 읽는 것은 아닌데</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">바로 작가들의 수필집</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">그것도 사르트르의 </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">문학이란 무엇인가</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">> </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">같은 고전들이 아닌 상대적으로 가벼운 작품들</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">을 읽고 있노라면 어느 정도의 입장정리가 가능하다는 기분이다</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">일단 독자라는 주 역할을 고수한 채</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">이들의 사소한 생각들과 쓸데없이 깊은 통찰력 </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">(</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">가령 </span><span style="font-weight:bold;font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">참치 통조림과 연어 통조림의 우위를 가리는 일에 자신의 지적 능력을 한껏 쏟아붓는 행위</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">를 읽고있노라면 그렇게 즐거울 수가 없습니다</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">) </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">을 굉장히 편한 마음으로 지켜볼 수 있다는 점이 무척 마음에 든다</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">그들의 소설은</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">마치 내가 소설을 쓸 때처럼</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">사뭇 진지하고 절망적인 마음으로 써내려간 흔적이 보이는 반면</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">수필은 아무리 주제가 심각하더라도 그 일상적인 어조와 </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">사사로움</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">에 크나큰 매력을 느끼는 것이다 </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">(</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">당연히 무거운 주제에 걸맞는 무거운 수필들도 존재하지만</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">제 취향이 아니라서요</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">).</span></p> <p style="text-align:justify;margin-right:0px;margin-left:0px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;line-height:1.8;margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-bottom:0px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"></span></p> <p style="text-align:justify;margin-right:0px;margin-left:0px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;line-height:1.8;margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-bottom:0px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">그렇기 때문에 수필을 쓰는 것</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">그리고 읽는 것은 나에게는 기라성 같은 작가들과 함께 일종의 수다를 떠는 양상을 띠고 있다</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.</span></p> <p style="text-align:justify;margin-right:0px;margin-left:0px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;line-height:1.8;margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-bottom:0px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"></span></p> <p style="text-align:justify;margin-right:0px;margin-left:0px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;line-height:1.8;margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-bottom:0px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">소설가로서 자신의 이름을 내걸고 소설을 쓰고 있는 이미지는 마치 직장인이 정장을 차려입고 웃음기 없는 표정으로 자신의 일에 집중하는 모습을 고스란히 담고 있다</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">이에 반해 수필을 쓴다는 것은 퇴근 후</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">혹은 여가시간에</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">맥주 한 잔을 들이키며 풀어헤친 셔츠와 내려놓은 타이를 만지작거리며 </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">하루에 면도 하는 횟수를 줄여야 할 것 같아</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">피부가 예전 같지 않거든</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">.” </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">이라고 친구에게 하소연 하는 모습을 연상 시킨다 </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">(‘</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">하루에 면도 하는 횟수를 줄여야 할 것 같다</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">’ </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">라는 타이틀의 수필이 곧 나올 것을 기대하셔도 좋습니다</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">).</span></p> <p style="text-align:justify;margin-right:0px;margin-left:0px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;line-height:1.8;margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-bottom:0px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"></span></p> <p style="text-align:justify;margin-right:0px;margin-left:0px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;line-height:1.8;margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-bottom:0px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">수필에서 드러나는 글쟁이의 이미지는 무척 수더분하다</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">밀란 쿤데라는 자부심 강한 지성인을 넘어선</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">대도시의 여느 신경질적인 유럽 깍쟁이 신사의 태도가 묻어나오고</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">공지영은 그녀의 소설 속 약자 중심의 서사에서는 드러나지 않는 활달함과 개방적인 사고를 가진 페미니스트 적 사상을 마음껏 표출하며</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">마루야마 겐지는 얼핏 초연해 보이는 소설 속 테마와 묘사 뒤에 숨은 신경질적인 괴짜 천재의 이미지를 강하게 풍긴다</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">내가 가장 좋아하는 수필은 뭐니뭐니해도 일상성과 쪼잔함의 극치를 달리는 무라카미 하루키의 에세이들인데</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">전형적인 중년 남자의 느긋함과 소심함이 동시에 드러나는 것이 압권이다</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">소설 속 하루키의 목소리를 빌린 화자들은 하나 같이 과묵하고 신비스러웠는데</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">이 정도면 자기기만의 천재라고 볼 수도 있지 않을까 </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">(</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">얼마 전부터 하루키의 소설 보다 그의 수필을 좋아하는 천시성입니다</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">).</span></p> <p style="text-align:justify;margin-right:0px;margin-left:0px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;line-height:1.8;margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-bottom:0px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"></span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"></span></p> <p style="text-align:justify;margin-right:0px;margin-left:0px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;line-height:1.8;margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-bottom:0px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">하지만 어쩌면 이 역시 나 혼자만의 관점일지도 모른다</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">소설을 쓰는 나는 절대 수필을 쓰는 나 만큼 가벼워 질 수 없다</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">가장 큰 차이점은 이상을 좇느냐 현실을 지켜보느냐로 생각 되지만</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">그건 나중에 차차 이야기하도록 하고</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;">...</span></p> <p style="text-align:justify;margin-right:0px;margin-left:0px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;line-height:1.8;margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-bottom:0px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11pt;"><br></span></p> <p style="text-align:justify;margin-right:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-bottom:0px;"><font face="Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif"><span style="font-size:14.6667px;line-height:26.4px;">편집본이 아닌 원문 읽으러 가기 -> <a target="_blank" href="http://wolfstar.tistory.com/214" target="_blank">http://wolfstar.tistory.com/214</a></span></font></p> <p style="text-align:justify;margin-right:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-bottom:0px;"><font face="Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif"><br></font></p> <p style="text-align:justify;margin-right:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-bottom:0px;"><font face="Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif">-------------------------------------------------------</font></p> <p style="text-align:justify;margin-right:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-bottom:0px;"><font face="Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif"><br></font></p> <p style="text-align:justify;margin-right:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-bottom:0px;"><font face="Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif">안녕하세요. 하루에 한 편씩 수필 비스무리한 글을 끼적이는 천시성이라고 합니다.</font></p> <p style="text-align:justify;margin-right:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-bottom:0px;"><font face="Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif"><br></font></p> <p style="text-align:justify;margin-right:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-bottom:0px;"><font face="Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif">많은 분들이 읽어주셨으면 하는 게 글쟁이의 바람이라, 유머와 1 도 관련 없지만 이렇게 염치 불구하고 인사드립니다.</font></p> <p style="text-align:justify;margin-right:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-bottom:0px;"><font face="Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif"><br></font></p> <p style="text-align:justify;margin-right:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-bottom:0px;"><font face="Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif">언젠가는 재미있는 글을 쓰는 게 당연히 목표구요.</font></p> <p style="text-align:justify;margin-right:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-bottom:0px;"><font face="Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif"><br></font></p> <p style="text-align:justify;margin-right:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-bottom:0px;"><font face="Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif">링크에는 수필의 전체 내용을 보실 수 있습니다.</font></p> <p style="text-align:justify;margin-right:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-bottom:0px;"><font face="Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif"><br></font></p> <p style="text-align:justify;margin-right:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-bottom:0px;"><font face="Gulim, 굴림, AppleGothic, sans-serif">모두들 좋은 하루 되세요!</font></p>