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http://bgmstore.net/8508</A> <P></P> <P> </P> <P> </P> <P><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">6월 25일 일요일</SPAN> </P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">아침 비 차차 개다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">오늘 새벽 38선에서는 공산군의 공격으로 전투가 벌어지고 있단다. 국군이 잘 싸우고 있다고 하니까 안심이다. 전에 38선에서는 가끔 전투가 벌어졌지만 이번에는 좀 양상이 다른 것 같다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">6월 27일 화요일</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">흐리고 비오다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">국방부는 서울을 사수한다고 안심하라는 가두방송을 했다. 안심해도 될까? 공산군이 의정부를 지나서 도봉산까지 내려왔다고들 했다. 무서운 탱크! 탱크는 대포를 맞아도 폭탄을 터뜨려도 흠칠할 뿐이라고 한다. 정말 무서운 모양이다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">덕만이가 두 동생을 데리고 나왔다. 우선 한강을 건너야겠다는 막연한 생각에서 한강까지 갔으나 한강교는 이미 군부대의 경계를 받고 있어 건널 수가 없었다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">절망적인 우리는 한강 상류로 갔으나 배가 있을 리 없고 유유히 흐르는 강물만이 빛나고 있었다. 한강이 바다처럼 광막해 보였다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">절망 앞에서 인간은 신으로 귀착한다. 신을 향한 기도.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">백발의 노인을 만나 나룻배를 타고 강을 건넜다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">6월 28일 수요일</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">새벽 3시경 두 번 천지를 뒤흔드는 폭발음을 들었다. 아침에 한강교가 폭파되었다는 것을 알게 되었다. 우리 일행은 여섯 사람이 되어 다시 남쪽으로 발길을 재촉했다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">7월 2일 일요일</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">용인 쪽으로 가다가 인민군을 만났다. 그들 중 몇은 말을 타고 있었다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">복부에 총상을 입고 신음하는 국군 상사를 만났다. 도와주고 싶었으나 한사코 거절하면서 최후까지 적을 죽이겠다고 적지를 향해 기어갔다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">10분이 지났을까...... 수류탄 폭발음을 들었다. 끝까지 적을 죽이겠다던 국군의 자폭의 순간이 눈에 선하다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">아! 인간이 죽을 자리를 선택한다는 것은 엄숙한 것이로구나!</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">얼마쯤 걸었을까 기진맥진...... 쌀자루를 버리지 않을 수 없었다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">얼마 후 우리 일행은 미리내까지 왔다. 김대건 신부님의 묘역이다. 우리가 미리내에 도착한 것은 천주님의 가호가 있어서다. 안드레아 신부님 묘역에서 형언키 어려운 감격과 깊은 감회에 젖었다. 의미 모를 눈물도 주르르 흘렸다. 다시 남쪽으로 길을 떠나야한다고 생각하니 부모님 안부가 앞선다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">이대로 쫓겨 간다면 결국 어디까지 갈 것일까...... 만약 국외로 쫓겨난다면 언젠가는 다시 와서 빨갱이 세상에 포교의 씨앗이 되리라. 덕만이와 내가 안드레아 신부님 묘역까지 온 것은 그러한 계시를 주시려는 천주님의 인도가 아니었던가. 분명 천주님의 인도다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">7월 3일 월요일</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">안성을 거쳐 평택까지 왔다. 평택에서 김철규 신부님을 만나 경향신문사 지프로 청주까지 왔다. 덕만이는 두 동생 때문에 청주에 머무르고 나는 계속 김 신부님과 대구까지 왔다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">7월 18일 화요일</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">맑다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">김효신의 집을 찾았다. 효신이는 학도의용대에 지원했고 나만 남았다. 효신이 부모님께서 효신이를 대신하여 집에 머물러주길 바랬다. 뭔가 망설이고만 있을 때는 아니다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">조국은 지금 위난에 처해있지 않은가. 결심이 중요한 때다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">7월 20일 목요일</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">쾌청한 날씨다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">대구역에 나갔다가 학도병 모집 벽보를 보았다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">“가자! 김석원 장군 휘하로!”</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">이 귀절이 나를 뜨겁게 했다. 김신부님께 상의했다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">조국이 위난에 처해 있는데 젊은 사람들이 쫓겨만 다녀서야 될까. 나는 결심했다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">7월 25일 화요일</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">쾌청.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">동아빌딩엘 갔다. 학도의용대 본부는 2층에 있었다. 학도병 지원서에 날인을 했다. 벌써 많이들 모였다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">효신이 아버님께 인사를 하고 돌아서면서 만수무강을 빌었다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">마음이 무겁고 답답하다. 쾌청한 하늘과는 달리.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">7월 26일 수요일</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">쾌청.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">학도의용대라는 완장과 태극 마크를 그린 흰 띠를 받았다. 이로써 나는 학생이 아닌 병사가 된 것이다. 이제 적과의 싸움만이 나의 전부다. 용감한 학도병이 될 것을 다짐했다. 병사는 전투를 통해서만 그 생명의 불꽃이 찬연히 빛날 것이다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">8월 10일 목요일</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">쾌청.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">천신만고 끝에 포항에 도착. 교복은 누더기가 되고 신발은 신은 것인지, 벗고 다니기에 체면이 안 서기 때문에 그저 발에 걸치고 있다고 할까. 총도 총이지만 우선 옷과 신발을 보급해 주었으면.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">김용섭 형에게 건의했더니 사람은 빨가벗고 태어났다고 뜻있는 농담을 했다. 그래, 빨가벗고 싸워보자.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">우선 총이라도 받았으면 마음 든든할 것 같다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">오랜만에 콩나물국을 먹었다. 된장을 푼 국 냄새가 그렇게 향수를 불러 일으킬 줄이야. 기분이 상쾌하다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">팬티와 런닝을 빨아 입었다. 땟국물이 많이도 나왔다. 팬티가 마를 동안 알바지만 입고 뒹굴었다. 어릴 적 생각이 났다. 두 개의 호두알이 까칠까칠한 바지의 감촉으로 어린 시절을 생각나게 하다니 나도 참 쎈치하구나, 병사답지 않게 말이다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">내복을 청결하게 빨아 입었으니 이제 언제 죽더라도 수의는 마련된 셈이 된다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">아! 어머니! 나는 서울을 향해 큰 절을 두 번 했다. 윤재정이란 놈이 날 놀려댔다. 뭣하는 것이냐고. 나는 “네 놈은 몰라! 뜻이 있는 자의 행동은 뜻이 있는 자만이 안다”고 한마디 해줬다. 재정이란 놈이 더욱 의아해 했다. 제법 건방진 소리를 해지만 사실은 어머님과 아버님께 포항 안착을 알린 것이다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">나비가 춤을 추고 있다. 학교 화단에 활짝 핀 백일홍이 눈부시다. 꽃을 보고 있노라니 마음이 가라앉고 평화가 가슴에 자리 잡는다. 이렇게 평화스러운데 왜 전쟁이 터졌을까, 그리고 전쟁은 어떻게 될 것일까......</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">쉴 새 없이 오가는 비행기 소리에 마음 든든하다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">황기태는 애인 자랑을 곧잘 하지만 나도 아끼는 소녀가 있다. 음악을 좋아하는 그 눈매 고운 소녀가 생각난다. 언제나 잘 손질한 세일러복이 멋있었고 고개를 숙이고 치켜뜨던 그 눈매가 명멸하여 나를 사로잡았다. 전쟁이 끝나고 학교로 돌아가면 그 때 그 소녀에게 말하리라. 전쟁에서 공훈을 세우고 돌아온 영웅처럼 그녀에게 나의 무용담을 들려주겠다면 싫어하지는 않을 것이다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">오후 3시 포항여중 강당으로 옮겼다. 초등학교 교실보다는 역시 여자 중학교의 강당이 마음에 든다. 뭇 소녀가 여기서 노래하고 춤추었을 것이다. 희고 예쁜 얼굴을 가진 여학생들이 웃고 떠들고 노래 부르는 소리가 들려올 것만 같다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">반가운 소식이 전달되었다. 무기를 지급 받으러 가자는 것이다. 몹시들 좋아한다. 총은 생명이며 애인이다. 병사에게는 총보다 더 미더운 것이 또 있을 수 없고 총보다 더 소중한 것은 없다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">(이우근의 일기는 8월 10일 치가 가장 섬세하게 그리고 길게 기록되어 있고 밑에 옮기는 어머니에게 쓴 글은 글씨가 바르지 않다. 전투가 약간 소강상태일 때 속필로 적은 것 같다. 이 글을 쓰면서 이미 죽음을 예감했을까?)</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">어머님! 나는 사람을 죽였습니다. 그것도 돌담 하나를 사이에 두고 10여명은 될 것입니다. 저는 2명의 특공대원과 함께 수류탄이라는 무서운 폭발무기를 던져 일순간에 죽이고 말았습니다. 수류탄의 폭음은 저의 고막을 찢어 놓았습니다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">지금 이글을 쓰고 있는 순간에도 제 귓속은 무서운 굉음으로 가득 차 있습니다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">어머님. 괴뢰군의 다리가 떨어져 나가고 팔이 떨어져 나갔습니다. 너무나 가혹한 죽음이었습니다. 아무리 적이지만 그들도 사람이라고 생각하니, 더욱이 같은 언어와 같은 피를 나눈 동족이라고 생각하니 가슴이 답답하고 무겁습니다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">어머님! 전쟁은 왜 해야 하나요? 이 복잡하고 괴로운 심정을 어머니께 알려드려야 내 마음이 가라앉을 것 같습니다. 저는 무서운 생각이 듭니다. 지금 내 옆에서는 수많은 학우들이 죽음을 기다리고 있는 듯, 적이 덤벼들 것을 기다리며 뜨거운 햇볕 아래 엎디어 있습니다. 저도 그렇게 엎디어 이 글을 씁니다. </SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">괴뢰군은 침묵을 지키고 있습니다. 언제 다시 덤벼들지 모릅니다. 저희들 앞에 도사리고 있는 괴뢰군 수는 너무나 많습니다. 저희들은 겨우 71명뿐입니다. 이제 어떻게 될 것인가를 생각하면 무섭습니다. 어머님과 대화를 나누고 있으니까 조금은 마음이 진정되는 것 같습니다. </SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">어머님! 어서 전쟁이 끝나고 “어머니이!”하고 부르며 어머니 품에 덜썩 안기고 싶습니다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">어제, 저는 내복을 제 손으로 빨아 입었습니다. 비눗내 나는 청결한 내복을 입으면서 저는 한 가지를 생각했던 것입니다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">어머님이 빨아 주시던 백옥 같은 내복과 내가 빨아 입은 그다지 청결하지 못한 내복의 의미를 말입니다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">그런데 어머님, 저는 그 내복을 갈아입으면서 왜 수의(壽衣)를 문득 생각했는지 모릅니다. 죽은 자에게 갈아입히는 수의말입니다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">어머님! 제가 어쩌면 오늘 죽을지도 모릅니다 저 많은 적들이 저희들을 살려두고 그냥 물러날 것 같진 않으니까 말입니다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">어머님, 죽음이 무서운 것은 결코 아닙니다. 어머니랑 형제들도 다시 한 번 못 만나고 죽을 생각을 하니 죽음이 약간 두렵다는 말입니다. 하지만 저는 살아 가겠습니다 꼭 살아서 돌아 가겠습니다. 왜 제가 죽습니까.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">제가 아니고 제 좌우에 엎디어 있는 학우가 제 대신 죽고 저만 살아가겠다는 것은 절대로 아닙니다. </SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">천주님은 저희 어린 학도들을 불쌍히 여기실 것입니다. 어머님, 이제 겨우 마음이 안정되는군요.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">어머님, 저는 꼭 살아서 어머니 곁으로 달려가겠습니다. 웬일인지 문득 상추쌈을 게걸스럽게 먹고 싶습니다. 그리고 옹달샘의 이가 시리도록 차가운 냉수를 한없이 들이키고 싶습니다. </SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">어머님! 놈들이 다시 다가오는 것 같습니다. 다시 또 쓰겠습니다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><BR></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">어머니, 안녕. 안녕.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">아뿔사, 안녕이 아닙니다.</SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0px; WORD-SPACING: 0px; FONT: 11pt/24px 굴림; TEXT-TRANSFORM: none; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); TEXT-INDENT: 0px; WHITE-SPACE: normal; LETTER-SPACING: normal; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; orphans: 2; widows: 2; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px"><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: rgb(0,0,0); LINE-HEIGHT: 23px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림; LETTER-SPACING: 0px; TEXT-ALIGN: justify">다시 쓸테니까요. 그럼, 이따가 또......</SPAN></P> <P> </P> <P> </P> <P> </P> <P> </P> <P> </P> <P>포항 전투에서 전사한 학도병의 주머니에서 나온 일기라고합니다.<BR class=Apple-interchange-newline></P> <P> </P>