<p><br></p><p></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">6월 23일.....</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">셔리랑 처음 만나게되었어요.</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><img class="image_mid" border="0" alt="" src="http://pds25.egloos.com/pds/201207/11/85/c0120785_4ffcf4fcea3cd.jpg" width="600" height="800" style="border: 0px; vertical-align: middle; margin: 15px 0px; color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-family: tahoma; line-height: 20.383333206176758px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;"></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">같이 일하는 동생의 차 밑에 끼어있었죠.</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">그때쯤 2~3개월 쯤 되었었나봐요.</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><img class="image_mid" border="0" alt="" src="http://pds25.egloos.com/pds/201207/11/85/c0120785_4ffcf500869ae.jpg" width="600" height="800" style="border: 0px; vertical-align: middle; margin: 15px 0px; color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-family: tahoma; line-height: 20.383333206176758px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;"></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">길냥이었는데</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">따뜻한 곳 찾다가 차밑에 끼인것 같아요.</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">119신고해서 겨우 꺼내어 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">잔디밭에 놓아주는거 보고 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">알아서 잘 살겠거니 했는데</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">걱정되서 내려와보니까 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">걷지도 못하더라구요..</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">병원 데려가니까 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">척추를 다쳤다네요..........</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">어쩌겠어요.. </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">주사 맞추고.. </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">약 타와서 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">럭셔리라는 가게 이름을 따서 셔리라고 이름을 짓고 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">보살펴 주기 시작했죠.</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><img class="image_mid" border="0" alt="" src="http://pds25.egloos.com/pds/201207/11/85/c0120785_4ffcf4f2e4888.jpg" width="600" height="800" style="border: 0px; vertical-align: middle; margin: 15px 0px; color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-family: tahoma; line-height: 20.383333206176758px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;"></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">폰을 판매하는 매장이다보니까</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">현관문이나 뒤에 창문이나</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">열려있어서</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">거의 외출냥이 식으로 키우게 되었어요.</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><img class="image_mid" border="0" alt="" src="http://pds23.egloos.com/pds/201208/25/85/c0120785_5038bba14f291.jpg" width="600" height="450" style="border: 0px; vertical-align: middle; margin: 15px 0px; color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-family: tahoma; line-height: 20.383333206176758px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;"></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><img class="image_mid" border="0" alt="" src="http://pds21.egloos.com/pds/201211/27/85/c0120785_50b3993441fe7.jpg" width="600" height="450" style="border: 0px; vertical-align: middle; margin: 15px 0px; color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-family: tahoma; line-height: 20.383333206176758px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;"></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">솔직히 키운다는 느낌보다는 그냥 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">나을때 까지 보살펴 준다는 느낌이었는데</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><img class="image_mid" border="0" alt="" src="http://pds25.egloos.com/pds/201207/11/85/c0120785_4ffcf586861b0.jpg" width="600" height="450" style="border: 0px; vertical-align: middle; margin: 15px 0px; color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-family: tahoma; line-height: 20.383333206176758px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;"></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">어느날은 하루종일 안들어오기도 하다가 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">다음날 아침에 출근하면 바로 뛰쳐나와서 무릎위에서 잠을 청하는 하기도 했구요.. </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><img class="image_mid" border="0" alt="" src="http://pds23.egloos.com/pds/201211/27/85/c0120785_50b3998f4cba3.jpg" width="600" height="450" style="border: 0px; vertical-align: middle; margin: 15px 0px; color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-family: tahoma; line-height: 20.383333206176758px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;"></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">매장에 저녁에 혼자 두다보니 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">심심해 하는거 같아서 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><img class="image_mid" border="0" alt="" src="http://pds25.egloos.com/pds/201208/25/85/c0120785_5038bba481257.jpg" width="600" height="450" style="border: 0px; vertical-align: middle; margin: 15px 0px; color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-family: tahoma; line-height: 20.383333206176758px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;"></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">아버님 지인분이 키우시던 냥이가 한달간 가출했다가 새끼를 베어 왔다고 .. </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">낳은 새끼들이 처치 곤란이라길래 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">한마리 업어 왔는데 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">한달도 안되어서 벼리는 집을 나가게 되었고.. </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">셔리도 집을 나가서 이틀간 들어오지 않았죠...</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">이리저리 찾아보기도 했는데 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"> 때 마침 가게도 접을때도 되었고.....</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">애들이 알아서 나가서 잘사려나보다 했는데</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">셔리가 다시 돌아왔더라구요.</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><img class="image_mid" border="0" alt="" src="http://pds21.egloos.com/pds/201207/11/85/c0120785_4ffcf5a2335d3.jpg" width="600" height="800" style="border: 0px; vertical-align: middle; margin: 15px 0px; color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-family: tahoma; line-height: 20.383333206176758px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;"></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">그래서 11월달에 집에 데려오게 되었고 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">이제 완전 집냥이가 되었으니 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><img class="image_mid" border="0" alt="" src="http://pds23.egloos.com/pds/201211/14/85/c0120785_50a2f3fb16fc1.jpg" width="480" height="640" style="border: 0px; vertical-align: middle; margin: 15px 0px; color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-family: tahoma; line-height: 20.383333206176758px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;"></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">이제 정말 제대로 키워볼까 하는생각도 많이 들었어요.</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">그래서 집에 데려와서 중성화도 시켰구요.</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><img class="image_mid" border="0" alt="" src="http://pds21.egloos.com/pds/201211/27/85/c0120785_50b3994edb2ac.jpg" width="600" height="450" style="border: 0px; vertical-align: middle; margin: 15px 0px; color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-family: tahoma; line-height: 20.383333206176758px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;"></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">매장에서 키울때는</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">전 잠은 집에서 자고 일할때만 셔리를 만나니까 몰랐는데</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">셔리랑 같이 밤을 보내니까</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">밤에 아주 난리더라구요. </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">근데 피곤한걸 몰랐어요. </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">새벽에 한두시간 단위로 셔리 때문에 잠에서 깨고 그래도 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">마냥 귀엽기만 하더라구요 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">그때쯔음 생각 난건데 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">동생이 그전에 샴 고양이를 키운적이있는데</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">털날리고 그런거 왜 키우냐고 그랬었거든요. </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">근데 진짜 키워보니까 .. </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">이게 또 귀여움과 애교가.. 장난아니라</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">고양이도 이렇게 귀여운데</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">나중에 내 자식 낳으면 진짜 눈에 넣어도 안아프겠다.....</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">딸바보 아들바보 라는게 괜히 나오는 말이 아니구나 싶더군요.</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">그렇게 행복한 나날을 보내나 싶었어요.</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">그런데 역시나 혼자여서 그럴까..</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">제가 출근할때마다 냐옹냐옹 하는걸 보고 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">둘째를 다시 만들어 줘야겠다고 생각했고...</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">포항에도 유기견 센터가 있다는걸 알고 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">노을이를 데려왔는데</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><img class="image_mid" border="0" alt="" src="http://pds21.egloos.com/pds/201211/27/85/c0120785_50b3996606794.jpg" width="600" height="800" style="border: 0px; vertical-align: middle; margin: 15px 0px; color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-family: tahoma; line-height: 20.383333206176758px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;"></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">잘 놀던 노을이가 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">둘쨋날 부터 먹은걸 토해내길래</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">사료가 잘못 되었나 하고 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">우유랑 애기용 사료랑 다시 사왔는데</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">안먹고 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">그날 저녁부터 침같은 토를 하기 시작하더니.....</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">다음날 병원 데려갔더니 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">오늘 안에 죽을거라고.....</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">범백이라고 ...</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">사람으로 치면 백혈병 같은건데....</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">고양이 치사율 90 프로가 넘는 위험한 전염병이죠.....</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">그렇게 집에 데려왔는데 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">한시간도 지나지 않아서 노을이가 떠나게되고.......</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">둘째랑은 인연이 없나 부다...</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">셔리한테나 잘해줘야겠다 생각했고</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">이게 전염병이라서 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">셔리한테 안 옮길려고 노을이랑 같이 쓴 식기 사료 화장실 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">죄다 소독하고 정리하고 청소하고 설겆이하고 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">저는 일하는 중이라 직접 못하고 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">조금 여유가있는 동생이 그일을 도와 주었는데</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">그날 저녁에 퇴근하고 나서 보니 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">셔리가 누런 토를 해놨더군요.......</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">........ 불길한 예감이 들었는데 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">괜찮을거라 생각했어요. </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">셔리만은 절대 보낼 수 없다고...</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><img class="image_mid" border="0" alt="" src="http://pds23.egloos.com/pds/201211/27/85/c0120785_50b398d3ed5a3.jpg" width="600" height="337.5" style="border: 0px; vertical-align: middle; margin: 15px 0px; color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-family: tahoma; line-height: 20.383333206176758px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;"></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">근데 그날 새벽 내내 토를 하더라구요..... </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">아무것도 먹지도 못하고...</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">날이 밝자 마자 바로 병원에 데려갔는데</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">범백은 아닌데 병원에서도 제대로 된 원인을 찾지못하고..</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">일단 먹지를 못하니 탈수증세를 막기 위해서 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">수액을 넣고 입원을 시켜놨지요....</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">시간날때마다 일하면서 전화로 차도가 있느냐 물었는데</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">처음에는 괜찮다 그랬다가</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">침을 질질 흘린다 그랬다가</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">구내염이 의심된다고 그랬다가 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">결국 3일째되는날에는 더이상 자기 병원에선 할수 있는게 없다고 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">포기하는게 어떠냐는 식으로 이야길 하더군요.....</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">전 일하고 있는 중이라 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">동생한테 부탁해서 집에 데려다 달라고 했는데</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">동생이 말하기를</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">상태가 말이 아니라고...</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><img class="image_mid" border="0" alt="" src="http://pds25.egloos.com/pds/201211/27/85/c0120785_50b398c8e0d80.jpg" width="600" height="450" style="border: 0px; vertical-align: middle; margin: 15px 0px; color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-family: tahoma; line-height: 20.383333206176758px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;"></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">노을이때도 동생이 병원데려가주고 데려오고 했었는데</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">그때랑 비슷하다고....</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">오늘 못넘길거 같다고.....</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">병원에서는 3~4일 이내 죽을거라고 했는데</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">그때부터 계속 눈물이 나더라구요..</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">길어야 3~4일인데 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">일단 병원 다른데 가봐야겠다고 여기저기 수소문해서 괜찮은 병원알아보는 사이에</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">동생은 일이있어서 일을 하러갔었고 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">일 마치고 집에와서 셔리를 봤는데</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">셔리는 이미 싸늘하게 식어있다더군요.......</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">......... 그렇게 퇴근하고 집에 가는길에</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">계속 눈물이 나는데 참고 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">동생앞에서 울면 안되겠다 쪽팔리니까 생각하고 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">집에 갔는데</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">셔리가 차갑게 굳어 있더라구요.....</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">눈도 감지 못한체로...</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">아무렇지 않게 옷 갈아입고 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">동생하고 같이 묻으러 가자고 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">그러고 차를 타고 가는데</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">눈물을 참을수가 없더라구요..</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">계속 눈물이 나고 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">셔리랑 지금까지 5개월간 있었던 일들이 생각나고 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">셔리 귀엽다고 사진찍고 동영상 찍고 여기저기 올리고 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">손님들 오면 셔리 안물어요? 네 셔리 엄청 순해요~</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">영화볼때 무릎위에 앉아서 같이 영화보고 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">셔리 자는거 깨워서 장난치고 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">셔리한테 팔이며 무릎이며 긁히고 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">발톱 깍기다가 손 물리고 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">처음 집에와서 쫄아서 구석에 막 움츠리고 ..</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">익숙해지니까 막 뛰어다니고 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">벼리 첨왔을때 괴롭하고 ..</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">노을이 처음 왔을때 질투하고...</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">진짜.. 그간의 일들이 다 생각 나면서 계속 눈물이 나는데</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">참을 수가 없었어요..</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">이렇게 쉽게 죽어버리나...</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">그동안 병원에선 뭘한건가...</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">나는 최선을 다한건가..</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">그렇게 친구 만나서 같이 묻어주고 .....</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">집에가서 쏘주나 먹고 잠이나 자려고 했는데</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">친구들이 같이 한잔하자고 그래서 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">겨우 마음 추스리고 술집에 들어왔는데</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"> 노을이 데려왔던 유기견 센터 동물 테마파크 원장님이</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"> 전화가 왔더라구요..</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">셔리 상태가 안좋다고 글을 올렸었는데</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">그거 보시고 도움주시려고 전화 하셨는데....</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">셔리 이미 떠났다고....</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">굉장히 안타까워하시면서 위로해주시는데</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">또 눈물이 나서 목이 메어서 제대로 말도 못했네요.....</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">친구들이 그만울라고 셔리 그동안 잘먹고 잘자고 잘싸고 잘지내다 갔으니까 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">걱정말라는데</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">그말이 더 슬퍼서 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">한참을 울었네요......</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">집에와서 지금 걱정해주신분들한테 고맙다고.. 말하려고 글적는데도 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">계속 눈물이 멈추질 않네요...</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">아.. 진짜 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">안그래도 요즘 사는게 너무 힘들었는데</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">집에오면 셔리가 반겨주고 그래서 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">셔리가 너무 힘이되고 귀엽고 고맙고 그랬는데</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">셔리한테 주려고 목걸이도 사고 방석도 사고 했는데</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">결국 셔리는 한번도 못 써보고 떠났네요....</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><img class="image_mid" egloo="720|1280|620|1102|IMAGE|pds/201211/27/85/|mid" src="http://pds21.egloos.com/pds/201211/27/85/c0120785_50b3a0ea1a922.jpg" border="0" style="margin: auto auto 15px; font-family: 굴림; line-height: 15px; width: 620px; height: 1102px; text-align: center; display: block;"></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><img class="image_mid" border="0" alt="" src="http://pds23.egloos.com/pds/201211/27/85/c0120785_50b398b749ddf.jpg" width="600" height="1066.66666667" style="border: 0px; vertical-align: middle; margin: 15px 0px; color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-family: tahoma; line-height: 20.383333206176758px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;"></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">주변에 누군가를 떠나보내는게 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">처음이라 그런지 많이 서투네요......</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">전 셔리랑 15년은 같이 살줄 알았거든요..</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">결혼 할수 있을진 모르지만</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">만약에 결혼하게된다면</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">반려자가 셔리를 싫어하면 어쩌나 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">그런 고민도 하면서 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">애초에 여자를 만날때 고양이를 싫어하면 안만나야지.</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">임신한다고 키우던 반려동물을 분양하다니?</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">절대 있을 순 없는일이야. 충분히 같이 잘 클 수 있다는걸 증명해야지 </p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">이렇게 생각하면서 지냈는데</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; 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font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">행복하세요.....</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">굿 럭.....</p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"><br></p><p></p>