남친이 늦둥이라 형제들하고 열살 넘게 차이나거든 근데 큰형이 산부인과의사ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ  내일 밤에 남친이랑 첨으로 같이 보기로했는데 어쩐지 만나기싫어.... 아 이걸 뭐라고 표현하지?ㅋㅋㅋㅋ큐ㅠㅠ 그냥 좀 수치스러울것같아서ㅠㅠㅠ.....  직업상 매일 생식기쪽을 보면서 일하시는 분이니까 그냥 어쩐지 나를 포함한 여자들을 보면 자연스럽게 그쪽도 무의식적으로 상상하실것같고 그런거 있잖아  심리학자나 이런분 만나면 괜히 내가 생각하는걸 꿰뚫어보실것같고 그런 것처럼ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ아 나만이런건가.........  


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