너무답답해서 올려볼게요 저는 고삼여학생이구요 솔찍히 말해서 그렇게 얼짱이나 연예인처럼 그렇게이쁜얼굴은아니지만 주위에선 이쁘다 평균이상의얼굴이다라고 얘기해주곤해여..근데 전 제얼굴이 정말괴물같고 너무못생겨서죽고싶어요 진짜 이건 정신병같아요 외모때문에 학교를 그만다닐려고한적도잇고 심지어 자살시도도많이햇어요..싸이를하다가 주위에이쁜사람사진을보면 그여자가 성형을만이해서이쁜걸 알고도 저를 자책해요..별게아닌것같지만 중학교때부터 지금까지이래왓어요 정신과치료도받아볼려고햇지만 좋은것 같지는않아서요 진짜 제가 죽으면 다끝날까요 이런제가저도한심해요 한창 대학걱정할나이에 외모가다라는생각을가ㅉ고산다는자체가 고치고싶은데 나아ㅅ졋다싶다고도 자꾸이래요 그냥혼자울다얼굴생각하면서 갈기갈기찢고싶고 너무힘들어요 ㅇ 이해못하시겟지만...