저는 그 여자친구가 처음이었고 그 친구는 처음이 아닐거에요.. 다 느껴지거든요.. 너무너무 사랑스럽고 예쁘고 좋은 여자친구에요 근데 여자친구를 볼때마다 내가 그 사람을 정말 너무 사랑하는걸까 이게 내가 사랑해서 했던걸까 그저 육체적인 쾌락때문에 한건 아닐까 싶고 나는 얘를 사랑이아니라 몸때문에 만났던건가..? 하는 생각마저 들어버려요 너무너무 사랑하는데 난 어떡해야하는걸까요??