짝사랑하는 그녀를 좋아하는 마음 이상으로 그녀를 선망하고 그녀가 그냥 너무 부러워요 그녀의 모든것이 부럽고 단지 좋아하는 것이상으로 뭐랄까좋아하는 스타를 바라보는 선망의 눈길이랄까 그런맘이에요 그녀의 친구나 주위 환경 모든것을 같이 공유하고싶고.. 그런생각을 하다보니 제 자신이 너무 싫어지네요 굉장히 병든 사고겠죠?